the never ending one

2012-02-09T01:18:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday, Daniel Keng! ^^

2012-02-08T01:46:00.001+08:00

Till the day we meet: remember this, things change, people change and the only things that remains are memories <3

2012-02-05T03:24:00.005+08:00

Finally another night at granny's place yesterday. Oh well, though i went late I still get to eat a lot, including my fav prawn! :)

JingMarn and Jialing brought little Olivia along to granny's place. She is soooooo adorable, really! 4 months old and she already know how to grab on to ang pows! ^^ Jing Marn told me so many interesting things about that little one and haha, had the urge to hold her but forget it. She's too tiny. =)

Looking at how granny's neighbours are moving out one by one, it kinda dampened my mood. I guess within the next few months they should be moving to the new flat already. damn. The place we grew up in is really going to be demolished soon. Not just that, its also the place that contains my memories with granddad. Right, we have to move on.

Today daddy hosted dinner at home. Well, a reasonable crowd. haha. Bro's 21st was worse. The food was soooo good! Especially fried rice wooooohoo! Made me eat so much. LOL. Well, I hope mummy keep the leftover and cook tmr... =X Glutton.
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F.R.I.E.N.D.S

They are probably people who stick with you through the toughest moment. They know you better than you know yourself and they want to protect you whenever they could. They may not appear all the time, but just when you're at your most vulnerable moment, they would be there.

They slap you awake and force you to face the ugly truth you didnt want to face, they cry with you when they see you that you're in pain, they laugh from the bottom of their hearts when they feel your happiness, they see your most awkward moment and constantly remind you.

Most importantly,

They.Never.Judge.You.

Thanks all, for always being there. You know who u are <3

2012-01-27T00:38:00.003+08:00

Aiyo!

Tennis is bad bad bad times triple bad! Most of my serves didn't get over the net. Unable to change grip in time for forehand and backhand. Yucks. Whats worst, how can anyone ever feel sleepy when playing tennis -.-" haha, never play tennis when feeling sleepy unless you wanna be like me; smacked by the tennis ball right on my cheekbone. Please, no blue black please. LOL think I was stupid enough not to siam. ARG!

But as usual, had fun :) Today is Clarisse's last lesson :( sian. Now we are left with only 4 people. Wondering if I should continue tennis during prelims/exam period. Should I? hehehe.

Exactly one month to my first paper for prelims. Wow, I really wonder how I'll panic in the examination hall. Insane mad crazy. Kao. But I really don't have the motivation.... Someone save me pls! T.T

Oh well! I think its really true that some songs reflect how you think, how you feel. Let me intro u this song!

接受
演唱:梁静茹
专辑:《燕尾蝶下定爱的决心》
作词:阿管
作曲:林毅心

仿佛上一分钟你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底是什么内容

仿佛已经自由下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂却担心言不由衷

我们都接受一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重诚实得过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动能记得多久

Yeah don't know why the song keeps repeating itself so I shall not post the whole string of lyrics. LOL. Right... I.am.so.tired. Shall sleep. Usual work on friday night! Oh well, hope I'll have fun. :)

2012-01-23T01:26:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!! ^^

Yay! New clothes, new shoes, angpows! and meeting of cousins and uncles aunties! I love the fact that we are still so close even when we grow up already. I love all my adorable fun havoc-tic cousins to the very very max! :D Here's wishing everyone good health, especially granny :) Only good health I would say, then we can accomplish more. Time to give daddy mummy a big fat hug!

First day and I am already awaiting CNY visiting with MJK! :) Not forgetting meeting with Alina and kbox with Elizabeth. ^^

Its always during family gathering like this I see things i don't wish to see. But its okay, pretend to be blind and all will be fine. Dad mentioned he'll be hosting on the 15th. oh my. T.T you may say that I'm anti social but seriously, i don't like to host, ask all people closest to me you'll know and I don't understand why do we have to squeeze so many people in my miserably small house. ARG. Pek chek. Chinese new year is probably never the same again.

Anyway, just hope that this new year will be a good one. For me, for you, for everyone ^^ As for my wishes for the new year, let me keep it in my heart :) Goodnight! Good luck with staying up, people :D
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Because we are so afraid of losing, afraid of the feeling of having to let go, afraid of getting hurt and falling tears, all the fears that are holding us back. Human's nature of defensive I guess?
Damn this lousy character of an aries. If only my brain could rest more and think less. I shouldn't be thinking so much.

2012-01-18T21:02:00.001+08:00

2012-01-17T20:19:00.003+08:00

Saw my neighbors when I was on my way out with mummy. Was shocked and heart wrenching to know that their son has passed away. He is the same age as me and I have very vague memories of being in the same tuition class as him when I was in Pri sch.

Now tell me, why does such things happen. People may probably think that its all fated. When God wants you back, it is not possible to resist. It made me reflect a lot when I saw his parents teary eyes. The pain of losing their son. I wouldn't want to imagine how my parents will react if anything happens to any one of us. Contradicting you may say, our life really doesn't belong to just us. It belongs to our parents, siblings, friends and anyone who loves us. Mum told me: When kids loses their parents, they will move on because they have their own life to lead. However, when parents loses their kid, the pain is there forever.

So please, think before you act, even when doing the simplest thing like crossing the road :) and cherish all that you have because once its gone, no matter how much we regret they are never gonna come back to us.

Love.

2012-01-13T01:12:00.001+08:00

not an excuse, but a fact.
we are just using each other to kill time.

but if your heart's not in it for real,
please dont come and fake what you dont feel.
I've got better things to focus on.

2011-12-30T22:47:00.014+08:00

Finally a sporty afternoon today :) Tennis + Badminton. oh wells, I did a lot of throw face things. (Please forget about it for those involved) :) Totally, I miss cycling sessions, I want a jogging partner and pool. And by the way, is it too late to learn swimming? :p

Anyway, this is meant to be a 2011 reflection post! Too many things happened this year. Just too much changes.

Beginning this year, my girly girls and I were still chionging for our very last semester in Polytechnic. Projects, exams... and all of us sucessfully graduated in May 2011. Poly life was superb and I really misses life with those girls.. AND I CAUGHT HEBE'S CONCERT! ^^

After graduation I finally got my butt out of Singapore and Malaysia. To taiwan! ^^ With dad mum, aunts and my cousins. oh my. Taiwan is damn great. Love the lifestyle there. and I finally been to jay's shop! Like a cool only!

Now I'm just hoping to go back to taiwan next year late june with my tennis peeps! ^^

I had a trial of going overseas with friends (to genting) earlier this year. Woah it was the first time surprisingly mum allowed. 3 days without nagging and 3 days of feeling free like a little kid. MJK first overseas (or rather, over causeway?) outing! Had loads of fun with them and probably really deep heart-to-heart talk during the 3 days. They made me feel that coach to KL probably is not as long as it seemed to be :) Thanks for being such great people who are still staying in my life <3

After graduation from Poly, I found a job at CSE-ITS Pte Ltd (like a cool?) haha, there I learnt a bit of things about IT and they really treated me like a little girl! Probably because I was one of the youngest there. Working there, I really didn't feel any barriers between the Boss and I. I mean, nowadays its pretty hard to find this kind of environment isn't it? Where a temp staff could sit together with the boss in a coffeeshop and chat over lunch. kekeke. Before I left, they even treated me to a sumptuous meal at seafood paradise!

And yeah, didnt manage to take photos with the other people. But I met a lot of other fun people who always joke around but they run on-site. :(

Right...

Whats next? After few months of relaxation I started my hell life in SIM-UOL. Finally, I'm in the same school as Charlene Wee once again. :) I've probably overestimated my ability to mug. Now I'm stuck with all these stress shit. Now in Uni, life feels so different. Nobody cares if you do tutorial, nobody cares if you attend classes. Total adult life phrase which I'm still trying to get used to. Why- you might ask. All I yearned for all day all night is this kind of freedom. Now that I have it, I have to try so hard to adjust. :(

Anyway, I finally got a chance to learn what I always wanted- TENNIS!
I was shocked to get this kind of support from my bro, like hmm... finding other coaches when my bro is already a coach -.-" But cause of that stubborn-ness in me, I met a group of nice peeps! Clarisse, Vanessa and Zhi Han! I believe without them, tennis would be like "uhhh.. not as fun?" haha!

Though I suck at it still, hope 1 year later everything will improve ^^

I've also started working at Ku De Ta as a part timer. Made a lot of new part timer friends! ^^ All nice friendly people! oh oh, and I tried clubbing for the first time. OMG. Yeah, like a suaku. haha. Shocked that I enjoyed it.

Ahh... short short one year (Translate to chinese okay) : Poly---> Hols---> CSE---> Uni---> KDT. Who knows what will follow for the next year? ^^

There are really too many people who made my life wonderful. Thanks to all of you, whether you are new friends or old friends, all the important people I love! <3 I hope 2012 will be yet another excellent year for you. ^^

Charlene Wee, Wang Wen Min, Sharlene Sou, Larrison Lim, Daniel Keng, Teo Guo Mun, Neo Zi Yi, Gan Pin Hui, LY Hui, Elizabeth Lim, Tang Yoke Teng, Ng Swee Mun, Wong Shi Yun, Yolanda Wee, Michelle Liew, Clarisse Ng, Vanessa Tay, Lee Zhi Han and so many more! ^^ Stay in my life, ALL OF U! <3 (Even those not mentioned hahahaha!)

2011-12-26T21:25:00.001+08:00

It's the point of time... zzz for 2011, I missed the chance to go cck crematorium to visit grandpa again Sighs...

After so many years, I've accumulated so much to tell you. :) but sometimes things are still best kept in the heart. Grandpa, if you are still in heaven, please watch over grandma and all of us :)

2011-12-20T14:29:00.001+08:00

是放不开还是不想放
是不可能还是不愿意
心，是打不开还是不想打开

2011-12-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO~

Rainy afternoon. heeh. Feeling all so comfy at home, lazy to bathe, lazy to buy dinner, much less to study. =/

Well well, christmas is coming and this means that the triplets are visiting! ^^ Yearly birthday celebration with them. hohoho.

omg last lesson of tennis will be on wednesday. Gosh, can we successfully have our last lesson of tennis? :( After that will be $80 a month. hohoho. See why I need money now? To satisfy my dying needs of more clothes plus CCA plus miscellaneous! ^^

Nothing much to update about life actually. Its plain simple sch cca work hangouts. :) But one thing: Prelim is in 2 months time. Gosh. Wish me luck! Motivate me to study pleaseee! lol

and....

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!!

2011-11-27T04:14:00.001+08:00

It all sums up to: substitute.

2011-11-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

Hello to a lazy afternoon!

:) can't believe I did not even finish one page of my PBF. =X Yeah, blame it on the weather :) School is not exactly good because I am seriously lagging behind all my modules. Imagine, 4 more months to prelims. WTF am I doing. -.-" I just can't settle down and study T.T

Tennis has been great fun! :) When I start tossing the tennis ball left right front back, everything but straight up, when it starts to pour while training and when we continued tennis in the rain and fall sick together! ^^ I love the fact that 6 lessons actually dragged for so long because it would mean we have more time together. However, can't avoid the fact that I suck at tennis. Oh well, need to play more. HAHA. I want a tennis racket ley... but its so expensive :( Pray hard my bro will get me one for my 21st! ^^

Oh, did I mention? I got da sao alr! HAHA. Congrats to my da ge! :D Really envy their couple life man! They seem to be so blissful and happy always! Yeah yeah, until I meet mine luh huh. If not I will just grow old with wee wee char. She won't abandon me :D

Granny is staying at my house again. I dunno why but I love it when she calls and calls and whines and whines (Maybe because she's not calling/whining at me). I am not chek arh okay, because her whining are all playful whining. Granny is really naughty, like a big kid and forever so innocent looking. I miss those days when she used to take care of us little kids and now, our turn to take care of her. I am grateful that my grandma is still with us and believing that grandpa has been watching over us all along ^^

Mummy has been like a friend, telling me all sorts of things about relationships. LOL Is she finally looking at me like a grown up now? hmm... Daddy too. -.-" He told aunt to stop buying me soft toys cause I've grown up. TIAN AH! T.T and I feel like telling him, yes pls let me take driving lessons since I've grown up. =X

Shouldn't bother about how people look at me. Hmm.. I am what I want to be and I don't believe that planning the future will help us go far in life. Tell me, whats the whole point of planning for the future when we don't even know what will happen tomorrow. :(

2011-11-11T02:09:00.002+08:00

On this day of your life, Wenyi, we believe God wants you to know ... that you need to stop comparing yourself to other people.
	Some people are great singers, some are really smart and others are great athletes. But none of them are, or ever could be you. You are one of a kind. So stop comparing yourself to other people. You can't be them any more than they can be you.

Somehow i feel that this app is so comforting, and true. This is something I've been reminding myself not to do. So then I can be a happier being. :)

2011-11-08T13:18:00.003+08:00

I am quite loving the fast pace life. That kind life you probably have no time to stop and think.

Stupid aries character. Somehow I wish I could think less, do more. I hate it when my mind runs wild and when it does, i blame it on the damn horoscope. oh wells..

Econs is getting tough... uh hmm.. life aren't getting any easier. Not at all getting used to uni life :(

2011-11-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

Ultimately, we have to admit that feelings does fade.
One day we will come to realise that love is probably just a toy in our lives.

2011-10-21T02:28:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Aww... tennis got cancelled yesterday :( Oh wells, actually I lost the mood to exercise too. Was too tired *excuse*. At least we sat down and chat and knew more of one another ^^ HAHAHA, public holiday next week so probably the next tennis session will be two weeks later. Hope I'll still remember how to hold the racket! keke. Think the girls are planning some game sessions! ^^ Shall ask them again... ^^

Second day of work at KDT! Today is wonderfully awesome! Guess its because people working today are people that I know. Most importantly, cause Sharlene is with me ^^ its really good to have someone fun and close with you!! Praying hard I will meet more of the fun people everytime I go to work!

I like it now that my life is revolving around school work, CCA and PT Job. At least it shows that I am living my life for SOMETHING. Past few months was too terrible. Idling like nobody's business. Well, until I get sick of my hectic life...... and yeah, I need more friends in Uni. :( I seem like a bloody loner..zzzz

Shall do some catch up with my school work tomorrow (or rather later on). AW! Please motivate meeeeeeeee!

AND YES, I NEVER GET SICK OF SAYING THIS:

JAY'S 11th ALBUM WILL BE RELEASED ON 11/11/11!
FELLOW JAY FANS,
READY
GET SET
GO!
^^V

2011-10-17T13:41:00.002+08:00

Within one week!

I've brought twitter into my life (however not gna neglect my lovely blog) ^^
I've get a feel of what tennis is like
I started working in F&B

:D if only new happy experiences get into my life so often. Perhaps we wouldn't be so lonely.

2011-10-11T08:07:00.002+08:00

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday :)

2011-10-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

thunder, rain, grey sky. :(

2011-10-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

Jing Marn gave birth yesterday to baby Olivia. Aw, how adorable. :) Credits for the photo to Jing Marn's friend :D HEHEHE.

CONGRATS! <3

2011-09-27T00:37:00.001+08:00

Finally got a frame for my my Mr Jay's poster!! :D lovely! After 1 year n 2 months....

2011-09-23T17:53:00.001+08:00

Hello cruise!!! I am totally loving it! Muacks! Especially that lovely bed!

2011-09-20T19:16:00.002+08:00

Today's weather is too nice for sleeping! OMG (L) until I didn't know what was going on in econs... hahaha. Slept so soundly in the afternoon till mummy couldnt wake me up :S

my toes hurt.. my thumb hurts.. :( I feel like as if I've sprained my thumb in some ways. ;( not good not good.

Nike race is around the corner! yayness! Hopefully on that day itself I'll gather all my mood to run. hohoho. tshirt tshirt! thats the most important thing. hohoho.

Friday will be the day! :) My weekend of big comfy bed, gorgeous sea view sumptuous meals, relaxing mood. A holiday that belongs to only me myself and I :D oh my love~~ HAHAHA! and strolling in casino? ;) Maybe itchy hand will make me bet a bit. (HOPE NOT) but yeah, so looking forward. ^^

Right. off I go to pretend to read up abit and get ready for dinner. ^^
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Some feelings, if it doesn't want to fade away; please don't force. Can I request we just let it be? One day when it's time, things will happen the way it is suppose to be. It was such a different approach that I took and for a moment I was lost.

Promise me, stay the same.

2011-09-18T01:25:00.001+08:00

Because determination plays such an important role in our lives. I believe I can do it.

2011-09-16T02:18:00.001+08:00

So now there's blogger for iPhone too!!! :D

2011-09-11T13:23:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!

2011-09-11T01:43:00.005+08:00

WOOHOO!

Finally bought my running shoes at Adidas fair! hehe. 15mins to closing and I still managed to get a pair of shoes. yayness! :)

Concert with char wee! :) Yan Jue, Ding Dang and Magic power. omgoodness, I think I'll start looking at guitarist now. ^^ so cute. haha! and Ding Dang's live singing is really gooood. (Y) Thanks Charlene's Aunt! Thanks Char wee for choosing ME!!

Adidas sales and Loreal Sales. OMG. I love expo with all the sales. :)

And no, don't you come and spoil my mood like this. :(

2011-09-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Really hope you'll stay strong :)

2011-09-04T02:29:00.008+08:00

Just some thoughts before going to bed :D

Earlier in the afternoon, mum talked to me about relationship stuffs. haha, yeah thanks to TGM. She wanted me to convey some messages to him and so, we slowly entered the topic on, relationship. What she said was really convincing as she quoted quite a number of examples. hehe, my mummy is so cute. hahah. But yeah, she made me realised, there's no need to be too upset over relationship matters. I promise I'll carve the words into my mind and I believe, what's fated will happen. So there's no point trying to force things. As long as you tried your best, it's enough. All the above does not mean I've been terribly affected or sad, I'm not. Don't misinterpret my words huh. I'm perfectly fine. -.-" I guess she was just trying to make me understand. :)

Finally went to granny's house after 5 months. hahaha. She has been staying at auntie's condo for that long period of time. It feels like home all over again. :) Can't believe that within the next few months, granny will be moving to a new apartment. I think I'll need some time to get used to it.

For over the past 20 years, that place contains so much memories. How we used to reach granny's house early and eagerly awaiting each others' arrival. haha. We were forced to take afternoon naps by the aunties, and then playing chess and some other games, bball and badminton at the CC beside. Grandpa used to get us beehoon as breakfast, and his favourite mee pok stall, granny's fav kway tiao mee and fried kway tiao, how we hated it when great-grandma smokes in the house. HAHA. KFC as dinner during the kids birthdays. and of course, crowding around the tv at 9pm, watching some funny comedy on channel 8.....So much more.

Obviously, things have changed. Many things have changed but one thing remains, our relationship. Really hope things remain and we'll still meet up regularly for meals and sing song chit chat. Even if its just sitting there and listening makes me feel contented.

I really love all of them. :)

Oh yeah, and bro got into the student council of UOL. HAHA. :) Glad for him, and happy for his happening life ahead! I shall continue with my peaceful life hehehehe :D

2011-08-31T22:39:00.003+08:00

Love the lyrics, its so beautiful :)

My Love 田馥甄 Hebe
曲：鄭楠詞：施人誠編曲：Martin tang
導演: 比爾賈

如果你被她傷得很痛
請感謝她好心折磨
如果你對她感到愧疚
請感謝她慷慨淚流

在我們相遇相愛之前
多虧有她讓你成熟

如果你現在孤獨寂寞
請感謝這美麗等候
如果你還在為愛犯錯
請感謝還沒找到我

要走完每個曲折路口
我們才懂愛是什麼

如果慶幸我值得擁有
請感謝我被放棄過
如果欣賞我堅強溫柔
請感謝那珍貴傷口

在我們相遇相愛之後
遺憾都會變成收穫

等我們終於緊緊相擁
所有苦難會甜美結果
我們就耐心漂流
愛會來的在對的時候

Wu~~My Love Wu~~My Love
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Some things don't happen for a reason.....

2011-08-21T03:07:00.003+08:00

YAY. 2 more days to start of school. Then I'll clear my table from all the nonsense, and fill them up w messy notes. :)

Lucky or what? Sweemun is together w me for 2 (out of 4) lectures! :) Glad to have somebody w me! ^^ Somemore it was someone w me since poly year 1. hohoho ^^ 1 month later wee wee will join my lunch time (s) too. Kudos to SIM life!

Tennis finally replied. Oh yeah. At least something. :)

Training starts on tuesday too. Oh my, please let it be a good one. Let me make more friends! ^^ Sometimes, I just need to fill my life up. I'd rather look forward to free days, than to have too many free days to think about nonsense.

Supper-ed just now w the mahjong people. ^^ Thanks to Shar who drove us around ^^ Cause of her, mummy don't nag. Yeah, don't worry I won't take it for granted! :D Lovely. Guess what, I found a new route for jogging! woohooo!!

2011-08-19T00:55:00.006+08:00

YAY! Cycling again. Oh yea I definitely love it alot. Love the sun, the wind, the company, everything! :) Now I'm roasted. But still, not crispy yet. xD Lets do it more often ok! my cycling partners. Until we get sick and tired of East coast park! :)

Sweemun's very belated mini celebrations. :)
Oh my, really love them alot. To be frank, I don't know what's going to be like in future. For all I know, each of us want all to stay together. hehe. We've all stepped into different phase of life. Just the few of us, already had different paths paved for ourselves. Really hope moments like this will remain :) Cause you people are really the most precious thing I've gained from the past 3 years. x)

2011-08-15T01:58:00.003+08:00

YAY!

Finally got my bag. Now just hope it arrives with the ideal colour and size. OH GOSH! It better fits A4. :( It's such a chore getting a bag -.- Clothes are much easier. hehehe. If its not because my big bags are quite cui already I wouldn't waste money... ZZ

Now, I have to stop visiting GMARKET! cause online shopping is getting more and more addictive and making me more and more ZHAI! -.- Ok, not exactly.

WOOHOO~ Stocked up all the tidbits and snacks due to 7th month praying. ahhh, how to kill fats like that! =/ Thats when discipline comes into place. How long can my determination lasts =/

Cheers to the beginning of school. Bloody hell CCAs are not replying my emails -.-" Damn it. Anyway, start of school it means:

My Brother = My Classmate :) Isn't it cool? ^^

Hope my new job informs me of training soon! And really wish it can become my permanent temp job. I need a constant flow of income and perhaps can stop relying on daddy mummy for pocket money.

I want to go Taiwan again. Having a damn urge to get back there. AWWW... somebody bring me there please? I will love you pretty much FOREVER! ^^ For now, Goodnight to the world. Its been so long since I've been so awake at such a time! About 2am. Its hard for me. =( :D

2011-08-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

Last day with CSE. Hmm.. now back to my carefree life :)
Well, I'm glad I joined them. At least I did not feel left out at all. They are really caring nice people :D

Now, I'll have a long break. Initially planned for 1 week break before orientation camp.. now no more :( Did not get chosen for the camp. ah. Balloting system sucks max. >( Pray hard tennis reply. Please reply!

Dear Guo Mun is stuck at Tekong Camp. haha, looks like he's enjoying himself with all the phone calls and SMSes. Dude, hope your battery lasts! LOL xD Look forward to seeing his botak on the 20th. hahahahaha.

Yeah, I was supposed to blog about genting and stuffs. But I'm just kinda lazy to type. Shall see my mood during this long break. Maybe try reading? Like I said, TRY. Hope for the best. hahahaha!

2011-07-27T00:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish you could spare a thought for me.

2011-07-09T00:55:00.004+08:00

Have you seen the NDP? The fireworks?

Totally love it alot alot.

Below is my fav, marching!

Even if its just preview, I wish I could go again next year ^^

2011-07-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

怎么样才可以克服害怕失去那种恐惧感?

2011-06-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

how good a person can I be?
When every single thing I did was a mistake.

2011-06-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

Recently I've been so tired that I don't know what I'm doing anymore :(

Bloody packed work stuff. Its either too busy or too free. I need a balance.

Excited, at the same time uncomfortable about the upcoming uni life.

Laminated my cert. Fucking lousy lamination skills spoilt my cert. ZZZ Well, I grumbled. Now I only can accept the fact. -.-" This Sucks man. Srsly. :(

2011-05-24T21:09:00.020+08:00

Time for a really long post. (I hope)

Alright, life has been pretty much mundane for me. Work Home Outings. Good thing is recently I get to spend time with most of my friends!

Lets get started!

LIFE

Getting nearer to fulfilling my dream, how? LOL By visiting the 1st country on my dream list! TAIWAN! :) PHOTOS:

YES! Mission accomplished! I finally visited Phantaci. :) So much better than looking at pictures. ^^ <3 Jay, don’t you? J

Of course I won’t step out empty handed. Teeheheheheheheee.

The bicycle as deco in his shop! Chio max!

Taiwan’s food is really omg delicious! :) Bubble tea there is freaking cheap unlike Singapore :( Why can’t we have that kind of standard and price?? And fried chicken… and LU ROU FAN! Mum promised to make them for me, till now she haven’t ZZ

YES! Dropped by Klang and I saw my lovely darlings. Look how big they’ve grown. :) Really love how they communicate. Such loud, high pitch voices, speaking like adults. Miss them totally!

Ok, not possible to post all the photos because there are just too too many. hehe.

Moving on, finally a meet up with the girls. ^^ Picnic at vivo! Our lovely hang out place. As usual, we overestimated the power of our stomach. haha!

Some competition where you can take a photo with them, tag yourself on facebook and win a HTC Phone, who's the lucky one? :)

PLAY NATION! :D

Met up with Cheryl to celebrate ShiYun's 20th :) Big girl now! haha, but to me she's like always so mature.

Yummilicious dinner! <3
The birthday girl and her cake at The Loof!

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Yeah, so much for my life recently? You're wrong. HAHA. There's much more such as..

Having a BBQ party with my relatives at Heritage View on the 14th. :) Its really lovely that I get to hang out with my cousins and listen while my uncle talks about History. haha. Just too bad we don't have the habit of spamming photos eh? :)

Random Pool sessions with MJK feels not too bad also! haha, and NEO ZI YI, when will I ever ever get to see you huh? ZZ

Dear Elizabeth organized a bbq for all of us last sat. :) Yummy food with fun people rocks my life! \m/ teeheheheee. Thanks for letting us stay at your grandma house.

Kbox with Elizabeth, You Wei and Nicholas last night. OMG, it was really TERRIFICALLY GREAT! Honestly speaking, my singing skills sucks la, so thanks for bearing with me.

It felt good when I could just scream and shout at Mayday's songs. :) HAHA Thanks You Wei for shouting with me (if not it'd be so dull and not powerful), but sorry it caused you sorethroat. Hope its better now! haha! And Nicholas "Qing Ge Wang", he has been waiting since the beginning of the session. This song, I'll remember, angry elizabird promised to learn it ;)

Yeah, and eliz lim! Not that I really want to praise you la, but I love your voice too you know! haha. So next time, sing on ur own! HAAHAHA! Kidding. I need you too. :S

Did-I-Miss-Out-Anything?

Work

It has been pretty much okay. Manageable and still hoping it'll continue to be so. Sometimes I'm so afraid that they will throw me some work which I don't know how to handle :(

Went for some colleagues' farewell lunch last thurs. What a long break, i'm happy. :D What's more, Mantana treated! :) yay! I'll be more hardworking!

I think I really need to stop letting letting affect work. Hate it when I keep doing the wrong things. arg.

Think thats all. When I was walking I realised there's so much I want to blog about. But then again, when I'm here typing I forgot. :( When I remember, I'll type! :D Waiting for more more more photos to come to me. Here's looking forward to grad day on thurs! OFF DAY!

....... and cheers to entering sim-uol. Yes, I should appreciate I've got a place to study. I ought to be.

2011-05-24T08:08:00.001+08:00

Opened the letterbox just to find a letter saying thanks for applying. Expected but why, still so much disappointment?

2011-05-14T02:19:00.003+08:00

It seems contradicting when I thought how I wish all these would stop
but somehow you kept appearing in my mind.
this-is-oh-my-gosh.

Its probably the after-effect of putting down a burden
I know I don't have to pick up another one.

I want a world, with only me myself family and my buddies.

2011-05-06T10:30:00.003+08:00

YES!

Going to move on to Klang and Taiwan!
Finally first time out of Singapore and Malaysia, ACROSS THE SEA!

EXCITEMENT! cause I get to see my TRIPLETS tonight! Yes, TONIGHT! ^^ Aeroplanes makes everything possible ^^

I can finally take a break from the stupid dull hectic working life and take a long break! :) Oh man, how am i going to survive working life in future? HAHA.

Till I come back! :)

2011-05-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

过河拆桥
People should just learn to appreciate. -.-
Disgusted by what I saw.

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All my fault.
Shouldn't have known you in the first place -.-"

2011-04-28T00:27:00.001+08:00

Look at what my brother bought for me from Thailand. HAHA. ^^ Excited!! And I got some clothes from Shi Min too ^^ :D

2011-04-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

I faced my own feelings.
I'm happy.

I lost to my own illusion.
Now tell me, how do I end this.. :'(

2011-04-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

Goodluck to weewee for ur exams!!
Study hard, stop slacking, stop going online. C'mon be a mugger for just these few days in this year. LOLOL :) I'll join you, next yr. And hopefully then we'll mug like crazy, right. :)

Goodluck to wifey ziyi for your last few days of work! + the plucking out of wisdom! (I can't imagine the pain but I know it'll be terrible). Yes, we should text like this more often! <3

Today has been sucha crazy day. I feel I've done alot of things but its just a countable few.

Bro's all the way in Thailand. Hope he'll enjoy himself and return safely! Looking forward to seeing him on tue!! ^^

Yes, I need a jogging partner who'll push me to jog. :( I feel I'm gaining back all my weight with my either "eat a lot" habit or... "eat and sleep" habit. gosh..

2011-04-23T10:26:00.003+08:00

Woooo! Enjoying enjoying my long weekend! :)

A series of events happening in my life this holidays. I mean, from March to August. ^^ Last weekend finally held the HR bbq with desmond and hupsong. Woohoo! Though there were a bit of problems, all I could say is we tried our best. hoho. Loft apartment is cool. (Y) I like. Felt like our own house. ^^ If only....

Then mahjong-ed with my all time favourite clique. we rock man. Yes, I could still laugh when I think of how I've asked daniel to bring the carpet from his house, and he did! ^^ Anyway, I'm not gna mahjong, until I feel my luck is back. heh heh.

Next month, Taiwan! Finally I'm getting out of Singapore and Malaysia!!! So looking forward luh ^^ Hopefully I'm able to find some nice clothes!!!

And whats in June?!!?! GENTING! Gonna book coach later! Hope this plan will be a successful one. HEHEHEHEHE Lovely!

More and more! Chalet with the girls in July! ^^ ^^ Every month I've got something to look forward to. I feel like a happy girl. All my plans, please be successful! :)

2011-04-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

My brother never fails to put a smile on my face. :):)

2011-04-17T13:50:00.001+08:00

I always knew what I wanted, very much...

2011-04-09T14:04:00.002+08:00

It feels like a lazy saturday! ^^
Woke up abit late and decided to skip collecting blood test results. =/ maybe next week... the doctor's so far away. -.-

YES, story of my life. Work + Chill + Home + my lovely bed. Chatting with Wenmin last night feels so gooooooddd! Its been a long time since i've picked up the phone, and talked for about 1.5 hr ^^, girls are girls. Until my house phone ended up in some corner of my bed and I was sleeping ON my handphone. -.-

Work has been.. so far so good? Making me fatter and fatter with the long hours of sitting down. I was naive to believe it was politics-free. Yeah right, no company would be like this. Anyway, I'm there for the sake of money.. should be fine???
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Humans are so complicated, what we can't get over are people who brought us tears and caused us pain. What we took for granted are people who've always been there. sometimes I wonder, what kind of feeling did he had, what kind of feeling did he use to accept that kind of change, to make this happiness happens. Enlighten me, please.

2011-03-29T00:03:00.001+08:00

承诺说成了笑话
感情当作看玩具
认真输给了游戏

2011-03-27T02:27:00.002+08:00

The purpose of this post: I've graduated. :)

I finally can say, without any hesitation that I've completed my diploma course!! Its been a long way huh. 3 years of chionging projects, tutorials, all the looking forward to holidays, attending boring lectures, stress over assignments and projects and so on.... we've succeeded ^^

I've never liked the way our time table system works. However, it helps us to meet a hell lot of nice people. :) Especially, my girls clique :)

Taking business course in a polytechnic was never my initial plan, choosing ngee ann as first choice when I've never even seen the school was not I planned to do. It just came. ^^ Of course, I got closer to Sharlene, and MJK was somehow formed :) The only clique which I don't have to treat guys like guys, don't have to treat girls like girls ^^

These 3 years have been so fulfilling. Now I wish the next 3 years would be too. ^^ I've applied for SIM-UOL. Here's hoping that the next few years would be a blast too!

2011-03-22T23:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ^^
I'm finally 20!!!
Nonetheless, DON'T stop me from being obsessed with JAY!
YES, MORE DISNEY TO COME, DEFINITELY!
MICKEY IS LOVED!
Its not my fault that MY BRAIN cannot process even simple things!
Brain has nothing to do with age.
Thanks for all the wishes via SMS, MSN, FB or verbally!
AHHH! Really love everyone alot alot!

SIMPLICITY: Its when you know people care, thats all it matters :)
With all the wishes, I'm really glad I'm TWENTY! NO MORE TEEN ^^

BUT YEAH, MJK + MY ANIMAL FARM, I'M WAITING FOR ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!
HEHEHEHE xD

Thanks wee wee, for taking the effort to sms me almost every hour, for me to get the birthday feel. 辛苦你了! I SAVED ALL OF IT OKAY! Show you the next time. :)
Anyway, photos.. to be up on next few posts. ^^

Once again, THANKS TO ALL! <3

2011-03-20T01:14:00.004+08:00

Life has been relatively boring, I guess. Not enough sleep. But its good, because it allows me to lie comfortably on my bed every single night with no insomnia. ^^

Work is fine... up till now because I'm still v reliant on them and taking advices from others to "ASK" if there's any doubt. Was looking through the photos and heh heh, I've been wearing the same clothes recently. I need more comfy clothes as I don't like to feel restricted (movements) yeahhhhhhh!

HR bbq is round the corner, hope everything will be smooth. uh huh. hehehehe. Yeah, of course I know bbq is boring, I felt that too but think of the budget and the time. This is the best we can go. Maybe... a loft? :)

Friday was great because I get to visit Play Nation again and played Kinect. Ahh.. its really something I wanna try since dk how long ago. HAHA, though we looked retarded, it was indeed enjoyable. Been so long since I had such a good laugh at every single one. hohoho. I'm really a bit lazy to upload the photos over here luh. check out facebook if you're interested. Should be able to view it.

My dearest beloved cousins ^^ Life is always great with them.

It really doesn't feel like my birthday is coming >( why? Are we getting too old for birthday celebrations already? hmmmm........

2011-03-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

And so, I guessed. I should've expected the change in you (or in me?)

2011-03-16T18:29:00.004+08:00

YAY-NESS!

First day of work today. Hmm.. it was okay.. I guess? :) Lets just hope everything remains well. 1st of dk how many countless days. xD

Ok, now I'm sleepy tipsy topsy. I shall take a nap ^^

But... good thing or bad thing? First day on my job, I received an email from MSC accepting my temp job application. -.-" I really wna join MSC..... :( But my contract how? :S HAIS!

2011-03-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

Ubi call me, cmon call!!

Actually I can't decide to go for retail or admin jobs. Either of them feels sian. But I don't have much choice. Only few months. :(

Whatever la huh, what will be will be. As long as I won't starve, its okay hehehe.

2011-03-11T00:41:00.005+08:00

hehe. :)

woooo I'm totally enjoying holidays! Even though sometimes must work. :) Free from school stress and I finally can stop facing people I don't want to face ^^

Now the thing is... the money I have seriously, I don't think can last me for long. Pray hard I get a job soon! Then can kill time, mum can stop nagging me, and maybe, earn enough and get a little hamster. :D Perrrrfect life!

Anyway, cycling got canceled due to.. the weather :( Was hoping to get a good workout lah, need to kill some fats. =/ So end up we went to play taboo and guesstures at SCAPE. woots (Y) I like. heh heh. Then head towards Clementi to meet Hansheng for more board games explanation. Interesting. haha! I really have no idea board games can get so chim. O.O

and the new Clementi mall! I finally stepped into it ^^ Yes, yes, some epic thing happened. He actually used glove to drink koi (Y) k la, but its understandable. hahahahahaha! I mean, cause it was reallllyyy cold luh. -.-"

Yeap, I should enjoy while I can. Before I get freaked out by my horrendous results -.-" irritating.

Anyway, all the above are not the purpose of this post. The purpose of this post is........... life after grad.

Life after grad means, we need to apply uni, get a job and all these sums up to, meeting new people. Alright, I guess I'm a bit introvert. LOL Sometimes I don't know what to talk about. Honestly, I'm not trying to be cool or dao anything :( But just talk to me about anything! I will respond luhhhh!!

Meeting new people is really what I dread alot... but fortunately, along the way I really met a lot of nice people :)

After Punggol Pri, I got char wee!
After Nan Chiau, I got Wenmin Sharlene PinHui Ziyi Seowhung Daniel Larrison Guomun
After Ngee Ann, I got LY Yoketeng Sweemun Elizabeth Michelle ShiYun DC :)

I mean, these are not the only friends I have... but some of those I feel more attached to. ^^ So now I wonder.. who else will I meet in Uni since I decided, to go my own path. Skip bridging and start from scratch. Now now, I'm going this path alone.. and hopefully I can meet familiar people or new nice friendly people.

Its another start of new chapter! Who I will meet tomorrow, I don't know. But whoever you are, I'm looking forward to seeing you!!! ^^

2011-03-07T23:11:00.008+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! :)

Hols has been good so far. With OCBC Cycle event and K session with the girls! Ok, K with LY only. It felt so shiok I spammed Jay! Poor LY, sorry for having to bear w my awful singing. My throat sucks today, with a lot of phlegm :(

Anyway, Some photos from OCBC Event :)

The event was fun, with a long night hanging, chatting session w the girls. Happy that I can always be myself when I'm with them. No need to act cool, can just be crazy and unglam. hehehehehehe ^^
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YEAP! BEFORE I FORGET. With Sharlene's return from Hainan, we finally celebrated Dan's 20 :) I apologized that it isn't well planned (Yes, I know) but planning surprises this kind of thing is really not what I am good at :(

Again, some photos!
Blowing off the candles?!?!

:) Done!

2011-03-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

So I did, worked hard towards the end. :( It doesn't pay.

Application question is not what I can handle. What's more, the whole paper of application -.-" I did, I really did memorized everything mentioned in the revision lecture. :( Why... I tried my best, I swear. Though in between there are a lot of slacking and some emotional feelings (I can't control those feelings), I still memorized thoroughly.

Lets just.. pray for a better outcome. Let me pass, so that I can apply UOL with a safer mood.

Last semester was compensation... This semester is strategic HRM. I hate all the application modules because it just proves that it doesnt pay well to have good memory.

3 more weeks of worry. AHHHH! Damn. How to enjoy :(

2011-03-03T09:43:00.002+08:00

HI WORLD!

I'm up leh. HAHAHA. I woke up for Mcdonalds' breakfast leh.. but my brother bought prata instead...zzz

:) I've a damn good feeling that I'll fall asleep again soon. lols....

WEE WEE CHAR goodluck for your paper tonight. Its.... MATHS :) My beloved.

2011-03-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

As happy as I could be
I know that smile would remain on my face till forever.
I've been through what I thought was the worst.
All these..... is nothing.
:)

2011-03-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hi world I'm bored.

HAHA, though I have to admit I haven't been working extremely hard for this last paper. It always happen. Last paper = Slack. oh well well well....... Notes writing.. memorizing.. looking through tutorial and past year papers and then back to memorizing. So many stages for me to go through when preparing for exams, left with only less than 48 hours, I'm only done with the first stage: Notes writing. -.-"

Shiyun was telling me she doesn't feel like a teenager. :( Hmm.. actually its true eh, few more weeks, we'll be out the TEEN range. cows -.- But honestly speaking, clubbing isn't the type of life I want now, not much of drinking too. Thanks to the irritating rashes I'd get after drinking. :( sucks to be me sometimes.

Every night before I go to bed I'll promise myself to get Mcdonalds' breakfast. But every afternoon I woke up, the breakfast time is over :( I should've asked my bro to drag me out of bed before he leave house for work eh? xD Charlene wee got me addicted to Mcdonald's breakfast. All your fault. HAHAHA.

My body hasn't been behaving itself. It gives me problems like flu, sore throat and cough. Don't curse me in the examination hall. I cannot control my itchy throat. LOL

Its still a crazy world afterall. Back stabbing, betrayal. Who, on earth can be trusted?

2011-02-28T12:43:00.003+08:00

Actually I know the answer all along.
So why bother asking myself time and over again the same question.
I said it doesn't matter, and I will keep to my words.

2011-02-27T12:58:00.004+08:00

Hehehehehe.

Time to get back to my notes :) woohoo~! Grandma has been staying in my house for a few days! Yipppeeeee!! She's so cute haha <3

Anyway, the purpose of this post:

I really like this lyrics. It makes so much so much sense.

黄小琥 - 没那么简单
作词:姚若龙作曲:萧煌奇

没那麽简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经
想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

2011-02-27T00:51:00.001+08:00

Didn't realized that Arcade is such a good way to de-stress. :)

I figured out I still don't know how to love. :(

2011-02-26T09:55:00.002+08:00

Hi to the world, I can't believe I'm up before 10, on a SATURDAY without any specific reasons. hehe.

Sharlene's returning later! Ohhhh! Finally after 6 months, we are meeting again. See, this is how fast time flies. I thought it would be a long long long long long. wait for her to return..who knows, its not. :) I really want to give her a big fat hug when I see her later. Actually I'm kind of happy that everything is going to go back to normal, K sessions, pool sessions, mahjong sessions. :) Less risk of 3 que 1 situations!

HRMS paper yesterday, do-able with a lot of maths. It should be what I like the most. MATHEMATICS! But having no time to check through gives me a feeling of insecurity. :( The only comfort I have is having the same answers as Desmond. xD Hope it'll be alright. Though I'm going to private Uni, I really dw to screw my grades anymore. Having a gpa of 2.8 last semester really freaked me out. I had too much fun back then.

Yeah, SHRM Paper on friday. I... haven't start though I am really scare of this paper. The name freaks me out "STRATEGIC HRM" lalala, I will go to my notes soon I promise, after today :) Because today is solely a hang out day- Shar's return, Dan's celeb - of the clique. And Pinhui seems to be having a lot of fun over in US! Take care babe, I mean physically mentally and also your pockets!

Don't ever ask me why, I'd choose to back off every time I think I'm falling for it. If you know me you know why I aren't ready to love.

2011-02-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

Should I take bridging?
Why can't I go London?
What should I do and not do?
ARG!

2011-02-24T12:59:00.005+08:00

Ahh.. saw from a friend's status on facebook --> The best way to study is to quarrel with someone. Oh wells, was discussing this w eliz the other day. and TADAA~~ we came to a conclusion: Yes, it is true. Or probably by listening to emo songs give me the motivation to study too. :D HRMS (Human Resource Management System) is really my favourite module but I can't really concentrate when it comes to memorizing! AH! Bless me. :S

Just when it comes to the time that I need to fully focus on what I'm studying, guess what happened: I SAW THIS!

YES!! It finally arrived in Singapore from Hongkong. Came with layers of bubble wrap (I can see that my DVD is very well taken care of). This is Jay's concert dvd for his very very very first concert in 2001/2002. AWWW! I forced my brother to buy it for me as birthday present. (Y) And this made my collection of his concert DVD complete :)

Man!! 2002, 2004, 2007 and 2010 :) HOW GREAT RIGHT :) Find one day I'm going to watch everything from the start. :D Anyone wants to accompany me? haha, calling for Jay Chou fans now!! Of course.. 2002 concert aren't that fantastic. =S

But I've only watched it for 20 mins because:

I...need...to...go...back...to...my...notes...now....
TIME TO GET SERIOUS!

2011-02-23T13:08:00.001+08:00

LOL. my blog skin got screwed. So this shall be.. a temporary one. :)

2011-02-20T18:29:00.005+08:00

Just some photos so that my bloody blog don't look so dull. LOL.

Sparklers with the girls @ Clarke Quay (L)

HR Challenge 2011 @ ParkRoyal on Kitchener Rd with TB42 :)

Ahh!! She thought me for half my life in NP. LOL! :D Ms Fong rocks!

Cheryl babe and Cloudy!! :D

Okay, thats all. LOL I'm lazy to upload already. haha

2011-02-19T19:37:00.005+08:00

Heya, back from SHRI Competition at ParkRoyal (farrer park). My awesome classmates got into the grand finals :) Though the beginning was indeed, VERY boring (I fell asleep,opps), it was an eye opener. I mean... like how groups can present everything within 10mins, with roleplays and videos. Incredible. hahaha. Delicious yummy buffet! and many pretty nice pictures :) thanks Anqi for lending me your camera! yep, and jacket to cover me from the rain! You're really wonderful.

Oh yeah, Ms Fong mentioned that Mr.David promised a last meeting after exams at USS! :) And... UNLIMITED RIDESS!! (SCREAMS!!) Who wants to take revenge of the mummy with me again? :P I really hope the meeting is for real luh!

Actually, despite having to wake up at 6.30am, I'm glad I made it there because it gave me a chance to consult my lecturers about the university route. Oh well, I've to wake up. No more going to London for me. Mr Ang reminded me... that the cost of living there is super high. So yeah, I jolly well know I cant afford. :( No more Law.. because I know I am not cut out for law. I just have to face the truth eh.....

Until today, I still can't believe I'm going to uni. The thought of it freaks me man. May sound funny, however I admit I'm not ready to grow up. Too comfortable now. Yes, I'm glad I'm graduating from Ngee Ann, 3 years of hard work is finally going to be over soon but i'm fucked up by the fact that uni is next, Working is another option, thing is, will I get the motivation to come back and study?

Lastly, bridging? Should I still go for that? :( I've soo much to consider. But still pretty much thanks to all the caring lecturers :) Because they bothered, hence I can make sure my decisions are made carefully.

Arg, irritating. I hate to plan for the future when all my dreams... ALL, cannot be fulfilled. fuck my life. Today is a bad day -.-"

People who deserve it, I'll try my best to pull you back. If not, it means you should fucking get out of my life.

2011-02-13T11:20:00.002+08:00

Hi world,

CNY is coming to an end. :S irritating isn't it. Happy moment always passes so fast. haha. Ok, I gambled.. not quite alot this year but its okay. lols, never really win anyway. =X But the processes was fun! weeeee~~

Happy lunar new year everyone!!

Ngee Ann is coming to an end. Its sad but it gives me a chance to stop facing two faced people.
Yeah, okay alright. I am a little bit of brain dead now I cant think of what to blog. LOL but anw, omg I love ziyi's house! pretty!

Triplets

2011-02-02T00:42:00.002+08:00

I'm soooo sleepy I think I should just shower and sleep. However, there are really some things I would like to blog about :) about my adorable, rang wo you ai you hen de triplets.

So what trouble did they get into this time?

It started off with YeeFan and YeeHao. This two boys, haha. They were hitting each other in class and was caught by the teacher who asked them to stand outside the classroom. So they went to stand and still, continue hitting each other. The teacher got angry and decided to bring Hao beside her. So she did and yet, Hao didnt stop hitting Fan. Omg, how naughty. They ended up with a sad ending : DETENTION. Oh man, how many people gets detention duringpre-school seriously -.-" So when my uncle went to fetch them, only Xuan came out. She refused to tell my uncle what happened (bad mood because the brothers kena detention) and hence he has to clarify it with the teacher. After some discussion, the teacher decided to let the boys off. In the end, Hao went home crying and naughty Fan still had the nerves to hop happily home. haha.

The news got to their father, who then clarified with Fan. This was what happened:
Father: Why did you fight with your brother?
Fan: Umm.. I did? Let me think for awhile (slants his head)
-After awhile-
Fan: Never ah, I never fight with Da Ge. (this point of time, he tries to change topic) You know the auntie next door, her longan tree has grown veryyyy big! .... and so on.

HAHA, should say he is smart or what? But this is really cute.

What else did they do?

They went to my aunt's grocery shop and mix green beans with red beans. Nice epic move. HAHA, of course, Hao beared the consequences of picking them out. So from what I heard, he spent 2 hours picking them. LOLOL. and my poor uncle spent one or two hours too I think.

Lastly,

Fan was so irritating, he teased a girl for being fat and she stopped going to school. -.-" When my aunt scolded him he still can argue "But she is really fat mah" and then giggle as he says. OH MAN, this kind of behavior really yao bu de ah.

Sometimes I really wonder, when my cousin and cousin in law were reprimanding them, would they be laughing in the heart? How can they hold back the laughter? HAHA. This 3 adorable kidos, who knows what they will come up with next. :):)

2011-02-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

Bcomm over. Finally. Its really love-hate for business communication. haha, enjoy the fun, dread the process. contradicting huh. :)

Small talk was.. okay? Its until both Mr Lee and I became speechless aw. -.-" But I meant what I said for small talk, it doesn't feel like Chinese New Year. While everyone was having reunion dinner and stocking up goods, I'm stuck at home preparing for "Relationship management in the workplace" test and preparing for sales call. Its crazy and trust me, VERY stressful. But phew, I got through :)

So it turns out that my grades for bcomm were A B+ C+ -.-" How great, I wonder what my final grade will be, the unknown 10% hahaha.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone :) Wishing everyone gong xi fa cai! Xin Nian Kuai Le!

2011-01-31T02:43:00.003+08:00

Realises there is difference in the TW concert and SG concert :(
I prefer the SG one..........

2011-01-30T11:32:00.001+08:00

Goodluck to sales call
Goodluck to Relationship management test.
Its only gonna be 2 more days of mugging!

2011-01-25T09:17:00.001+08:00

YES!

Saw Jay! :) So near yet so far. heeh xD
I want to watch green hornet !

2011-01-23T00:20:00.001+08:00

Very Fast.
6 weeks more.

Goodbye to the place that changed who I used to be.

32birthdayjay

2011-01-18T00:40:00.001+08:00

YES

ITS MY IDOL'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JAY!

(hi readers, expected this long ago right? :))

2011-01-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAHA. Can't take pictures on that day so bo bian, kop from RWS FB Page :)

LOL Envy the panda?

:)
Still can't get over the fun over weekends!

P/S: Good Luck to my data gathering call tomorrow. Really hope it will turn out fine. I don't want to screw my Bcomm grades..

2011-01-16T19:30:00.001+08:00

Love wee! :)
陪我度过日晒雨淋
heeh :D

HEBE IS LOVE!

2011-01-16T19:23:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Weekend dedicated to TIAN FU ZHEN:)
She's really super pretty omg! loves :D
And I shook hand with her! woohooo! (L)
I'm a lesbian now. HAAHA. ^^

2011-01-14T00:19:00.001+08:00

哭过就好了伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

2011-01-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

don't think don't think don't think.

Dear Brain,

If only I can control what you think, I would be so fret now. :(

2011-01-10T16:47:00.003+08:00

Okay I know its irritating.
But let me grumble.

Gosh, am I suay or what!

:( Forgot to pass my uncle the keys on saturday hence today, I've to skip rmw to go stadium and pass him the key.

So 9am, I left house.

Hougang ----> Serangoon ----> Stadium

And I left that place at 10am. :( So I thought if I could catch the bus, I won't be late for my 11am class.

After sitting there for about 5 to 10 minutes, I saw bus 11 (I was supposed to take 16). So being curious, I went to the board to see and tada!! Bus 16 changed route. It doesn't go to stadium anymore -.-" I didn't have any idea where bus 11 will take to me so I gave it a miss.

Well well, so I rushed to the mrt station. Thinking I could take mrt to Dhoby then bus to school. However, I missed the train and it took bloody 7 mins for the next train to arrive. ARG!

:( By the time I reached Dhoby, I was panicking already. :( So I made a final decision I shall take train all the way to Dover. I did so and I reached at 11.10. Not that bad afterall, I thought.

Stadium ----> Dhoby ----> Outram ----> Dover ----> Ngee Ann

When I reached I saw my classmates outside the classroom and went "phew.. the tutor was later afterall" HOWEVER, after 40 minutes, my classmate announce "Class CANCELLED" okay. fml alright? What was the previous rushing for? -.-"

I accepted the fact that I chionged to school for NOTHING and went down to Raffles to get the blazer from Claire. Righttttt. Guess what, cause I've spent too much train fare from hg to stadium to dover, I decided to take bus all the way. I ended up at Shenton Way. :( The place doesnt seem familiar at all! I saw DBS buildings and many others. Asked for directions to OCBC building and the person happily directed me to the wrong place. So I walked a big round around Shenton way DBS building and finally decided to 靠直觉。 Hence, I walked out of Shenton way and towards Lau Pat Sat and then walk walk walk walk walk.....and FINALLY (OH MY GOD SERIOUSLY, you won't know how happy I am) I saw raffles mrt.

Ngee Ann ----> Bukit Timah Rd ----> Dhoby ----> Shenton way (Tour around Shenton way) ----> Raffles

Yeah I finally found OCBC building (after 20 to 25mins of walking).

After that I decided, I shall not save on traveling fare anymore. I took a train back to hougang.

Raffles ----> Dhoby ----> Hougang (LIKE FINALLY)

So you can see, I've been going rounds and rounds @.@

I've wasted half a day. And what I did was just to pass my uncle the key and get the blazer from Claire. What a waste of time -.-" Why was the class cancelled?!

2011-01-09T01:55:00.003+08:00

Yes! Unlocked!

:)

Friday was shiok :) Went to studio 27 for filming! woah, its super duper cool (Y) I don't mind having more filming! Filming was fun with a lot of NGs. Hope Shiyun and Cheryl babe didnt get any bruises luh! :( They fell so many times. This shows that maybe we should not put any falling scene in our script LOL, Whose fault huh! HAHA! and our first hangout session! ShiYun Cheryl Janice Me woohooo~ Partyworld, though short was filled w fun and love!

Saturday was cool (Y) Kbox with Bird, Youwei, Nicholas. hohoho. Damn shiok! 4 straight hours. like O-M-G only. Yeah I sang a lot of songs I was hoping I could sing and I hope I sounded alright? haha! love it when there's somebody to sing duet with! (cause sometimes its either all girls / the guys doesn't know how to sing). Comfortable, I feel. But I am not sure if it applies to them too. LOL.

OH YES! One new pair of boots and another pair of heels today. (Y) within 20mins I think. gosh. I MUST stop spending money this way. I'm broke already. I need a job! awaiting grad *grins*

Projects projects presentations presentations reports reports meetings meetings. ROAR! I need time to play mahjong. :( Cause playing viwawa is really boring. hurhur~

Anyway, green hornet is gonna release soon soon soon! 3 weeks? :D FINALLY. OMG Mr Jay, I love. HAHA. and I really miss his concert!

Yeap, hopefully its not too late.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :)

2010-12-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

muhahahahahahahahahaha!

Jurassic park today! :) Cool nice water ride just that a bit suay! teeheeheee

Thanks I'm getting over! I could feel it!

2010-12-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

How long will this last
Staring at the laptop screen late in the night
Stuffing earpiece into my ears listening to music
Wondering how did all these happen
I kept telling myself I can't be bothered
Truth is my heart says otherwise.

2010-12-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

Why start that kind of conversation and leaves me pondering.

2010-12-26T03:41:00.000+08:00

If its going to be another drama tomorrow, I wish I will never wake up.

2010-12-23T02:45:00.003+08:00

Many times
I think I realise it still matters how people look at me.
Its only after I realised how stupid a mistake I made.
Oh gosh
=(

Anyway, bus ride from KL to Singapore was about 9 to 10 hours. Oh my gosh, I really did enjoy the ride. Comfy chairs, cool weather, smooth and fast speed. Looking at the trees, forests and plantations makes me feel peaceful. Especially with the thunderstorm and rain which added on to the comfort. I enjoy bus rides like this. It makes me feel as if suddenly I have a lot of time for reflection. If only all the rides to and fro Malaysia can be so comfortable. How good would it be. I fell asleep and even had some very cool dreams. ;)

How much a person can jog depends on what mood they are in. Today I went jogging with a heavy heart. I don't know why. Suddenly I feel as if some of my projects are stuck in the middle of no where and I really hope some solutions will appear. 3 more months. Just 3 more months everything will be over. Then it'll be another new stage of life, for me :)

Was on a phone with a friend just now which once again made me realize how many hypocrites exists around us. No doubt, I guess I'm one too. Hate me or Love me, its up to you. To me, its so difficult to be who I really am. There are still some sides of me that I really don't want anyone to know.

Fate is a funny thing. After one whole round it seems like once again, I met someone who's similar to you. However, the feeling is not quite right. What's wrong? Have I already moved on without realizing that you, no longer influence me? Many times I thought I'd break down when I lose somebody and eventually when I lost them, I realized that earth is still rotating and I'm still surviving well. How many people came and go in your life is not important. The most important thing is, who have you been holding on tightly to? Who are the ones you want to protect? and who is the one who's willing to give everything to you.

Don't make me wonder all the time. Why is others always a priority? I don't understand. Can we for once, be given the first place in your heart? If you already know, good for you. If you don't, my genting trip started off well but it kinda ended up quite badly (emotionally). Oh wells, I wonder why I was there in the first place. Perhaps, I should've just stayed at home to do projects and maybe everything will turn out to be better. There's a gap. The gap that I think I can never close anymore. Many things changes and probably its impossible to get back that kind of feeling anymore. I have to accept the fact that we have all grown up.

Too much emotions inside. Its okay if you don't understand this post.

My heart is currently in a big mess.

2010-12-21T13:49:00.001+08:00

Its okay when people misunderstand
I'll just take it as they don't understand me.

2010-12-17T16:55:00.001+08:00

Finally, I received reply from Mr Edmund regarding my self disclosure assignment! Pheww.. It didn't go to somebody else. :)

Finally step into Gym Werkz! cool mans! I like it :) 2 more months for me to enjoy the facilities! YAY-NESS!

Genting tonight, I don't have auto roam so, dont need to contact me. :D

2010-12-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

2010-12-15T01:10:00.010+08:00

YAY! Pictures!

SHALL START W 2 DEC 2010! LY'S BIRTHDAY!

5 December 2010: Standard Chartered Marathon Singapore 2010! :)

RWS w Tb 42 :) Never fails to cheer me up.

Finally Christmas lighting @ Orchard w my beloved girls! They really rock man! and not forgetting LYNN's birthday! :) Happy happy birthday to you babe!

Yes you can hardly see me in this picture but I like :)

BIRTHDAY GIRL :) <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ouxW3ds59_Y/TQem_5tXyUI/AAAAAAAAD3A/CCV1Ir93xkE/s1600/132017_471469405923_525790923_5917155_798370_o.jpg"> Oh man, I really love this violin alot alot a hell lot. LOL

We had fun, fooled around, laughed played and do a lot of silly things inside the enormous tree. And this is why I love them :)

Yeah she, turned me into a lesbo. LOL =X

:)

I'm super lazy to upload the rest :D

2010-12-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

Its piercing, time and again.

How long will this last?